Shits Are All Around

Rawang & Serdang

2011-12-25T10:01:00.000-08:00

这几天很充实
“云顶之旅” 渐渐来到了尾声
这也是我懂事以来第一次跟朋友过夜

虽然认识的人不多
可是能暂时放下平时一直得兼顾的事情
谈些无关紧要的事
心情不知不觉好了很多

是不是认识的人太熟，太了解
所以才会有压力？

JC也曾说过：“想要成为别人的知己很容易，但找个知己却很难”

做工的这几天，虽然很累，搬货点货到7 9 线
不过累之余也认识到很多人，自己也重新学会如何再度用马来语与我们的同胞们沟通 zz (o0o)

安娣们都很好，会帮忙介绍我的面膜给顾客
在1U这种有钱人才shopping得起的地方，每次吃饭也尽量用不超过RM5
还有父母的随text随到 & 帮我付过tol的钱

虽然没有说出口，可是心里会知道，真正对自己好的人是谁

P/S : 我从没跟朋友跨过年，喝过酒，~~吸过毒~~ o0o 如果我还有那么丁点的存在感..............
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我还在等着你的回复呢

越高兴越好

2011-11-26T21:10:00.000-08:00

昨天看了Breaking Dawn。其实一开始是要去姐姐的大学上网看《法证先锋3》的，怎知大学图书馆下午一点才开，所以走路去Albany Mall的Event Cinema看戏。看之前很多人都讲很闷，不值得看。看了后我觉得真的是很好看okay :> 虽然Edward Cullen的头发在婚礼上是没有那么好看，可是新婚度蜜月那一part绝对不能错过。Bella十八岁就结婚了，我刚好也到十八岁了啊哈哈哈 xD 还不急啦我肯定不会沦落到新年去抛柑的地步的 -.- zz

很多朋昨天回国去了
大家都从不同的国家，来到同一所学校上课
然后又各自离开

来到这里才懂原来International Student 不等于Exchange Student
Exchange student 就是我们说的交换学生，来游山玩水玩足一年的
学分对他们而言不是necessary
有时候读书读到很辛苦的时候会很羡慕他们下 =.=

International Student 就是来读上两年以上的
有些会读到大学
不过大多数读完高中就回国念大学

还是希望明年可以遇到一些一起上大学的朋友
不想一直再换朋友了 :$

最近看了很多华文书，作者都是亦舒
喜欢她的书因为女性主义的味道够强
笔下的女主角个个论经济，论个性都异常独立；不屑于做男人的附属品，任由男人摆布

看了她的书后感触很多
还有一篇散文集的短文
我觉得很有意思下所以放上来分享

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渐渐同很知心的友人再也不谈私事了。
见了面，高高兴兴，大吃大喝之余说些风花雪月，千万莫提不愉快事情。

最忌韦的是投诉就经济上困难，过了二十五，总得明白什么叫做量入为出
一个人手头恒久拮据不是因为赚得不够而是花得太尽。*感同身受 >:D

感情事也很简单，该分手立刻办，无谓啰嗦，仍在一起，也总有个理由，无须交待。

长辈辞世，在所难免，午夜起来，闭门痛哭，已经足够，何必叫街外人陪着难过。

子女不听话，学业欠佳，更是寻常事。
一位太太认为 “只要晚上回家睡，不用毒品” ，已是好孩子，要求低一点，大家高兴。

老友提供宝贵时间，见了面，越开心越好，互相吹捧，大声谈笑，专门挑些不相干的事来说：如谁有望当选首相，哪一国好玩.....

可说的题目可多着呢，何必缠着朋友诉说自身的愁苦，有手有脚有饭吃，苦什么苦。

Cos there'll be no sunlight, if I lose u babe

2011-11-17T18:09:00.000-08:00

yo! Due to NCEA I didnt update my bloggie for more than 2 weeks alr. I've no idea what to write also. Am considering to close it and just update my Twitter & Fb B-)

Last few days hang out w my dance girls at BBB (Browns Bay Beach) again, same as the last day of school. Didnt stay for very long time cos one of them had to go back home earlier to have dinner. We reached there around 4pm and had sushi as high tea >:D After that we went to beach and captured some little crabs :D

As we were chatting and I dont know who accidentally started the sex life topic. One of my friend says she wanted to have sex before 18 years old. I was like, WTH? o.O Im actually 18 now and of course, I didnt ever wanted to have sex. Hmm, maybe its quite normal in other country but I still cant accept it :/ Though sometimes I acted very yam & hamsap but trust me, I'm still a pure little girl ~.~

Trying to act like Marilyn Monroe as the wind was so strong at Devonport seaside but what the hell, my hair was a mess. #epicfail

Sexy legs and charming smile, looks exactly like a star :3

catchy

2011-10-28T21:21:00.000-07:00

这种感觉很错
你明知不能走前去
但你的心告诉你必须勇于一试
duh o0o

....都犯过多少次错了
还要再错下去？

每次告诉别人
你做回你自己就好
不用理别人怎么想
可自己也是那样judge别人

或许从你口中说出来的话你认为我不会怎么样

算了呗，我不想做那种很小气的事

言论自由嘛，不能控制别人的嘴巴就控制下自己的心态 :>

该继续我行我素的做人了
过于为其他人而活很累人

那么爱你，却宁愿你寂寞

2011-10-27T02:35:00.000-07:00

不知该从何说起。每次告诉自己..'嗯，是时候写下东西了'，或者是脑中闪过很多东西要分享的。却随着没有mood啦，忙啦，看书啦等诸多借口，蹉跎下岁月，渐渐就不了了之了... zzZ

嗯，生日过了，真不能相信现在真的十八岁了。我的生日，比平常过得还要再普通。收到的祝福很多。谢谢爱人紫倩，婆婆燕，包包，雯靖&鸭子在FB的祝福。谢谢所有信息给我的人，因为很贵。猫咪的信息是关于到童话故事的 = = 她没有一天不讲下我是小丑她睡不着觉。菜欠鱼十二点准准信息来，像去年那样，我决定回去抱着她kiss她。接着还有阿婶，美女2，珈茗，佩仪，雅涵&Miichiko。冯嘉敏打给我唱生日歌给我听，结果因为一些事情，我们当晚又吵架了 zzZ 还有珈茗弄的video，让我们全部又团聚在一起，也让我觉得我还停留在去年，久久不能自拔。

每次看回影片，就觉得高一真的很美好。跟到对的朋友，一起考试熬夜，一起出去玩。出街的次数多到数不清，电影从来没有错过的。吃了正餐到甜品，吃火锅的次数还多过跟家人，Starbucks喝完一杯接一杯，做project去McDonalds做，吃到没有停过。钱就算不多也不用紧，开心大完。饥饿30，班级赛，Desa Parkcity....etc 跟今年的生活完全成反比。

今年虽然星期六跟日都不用上课，但日子闷到似度日如年。星期一到五上完课后去做gym，五点回家。星期六大多数在家上整天网，星期日去下Flea Market / Library。每天晚上看书入眠 zzZ 出街的次数更不用讲，十只手指都可以数完。我看我婆婆的日子都过得比我充实 - 她至少还有定时打麻将。跟她比起来，我更像那种退休的老太婆

真的很羡慕那些可以经常回去的人，就是隔几个月回去一次的那种。一年真的太久了 o0o

讲话要顾虑下别人的感受了，放肆的口无遮拦好像很伤人

Listen

2011-10-18T16:32:00.000-07:00

Hard to fall asleep this few days, many stuffs keep on turning around my brain. Almost seperated with you guys like, 10 months. Am so excited about going back. Still dont know what souvenirs to buy, urgh. Any idea? lol. Or maybe a hug & a kiss for everyone? haha. FYI I miss everyone like hell :/

I kept on asking myself, like, what my house will be? Since I alr left it so long time. Will it be very strange to me? How's my fishes in the garden? Has my lost become fatter? The most important one, is anyone missing me? lol. Dont cheat, I know you all areeeee, haha

Before we come to NZ my sis alr taken many photos of my house. I moved in when I was 7. Alr live there for 10 years, urgh. Many friends came to visit me / overnight at my house before. Its memorable :3 Die also wont sell it.

wait for me :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Nothing afraid to lose

2011-10-12T03:10:00.000-07:00

Thought I'd go to watch movie tomorrow

never wanna stay at home, as usual

mum's friends are all coming to my house tomorrow

can't cover their voice even if I cover both of my ears

dad's back from M'sia

it means I have to sleep with the pig, again :/

HI pig, long time no see have you lower down your snoring volume? lol

Hate to care, simple cause Im fear of lose

yet always be there and stand by to care

Friends are like just for fun

always ask for hanging outs, movies, shoppings

or most directly tell you that they're just sort of boring

wanna find you to help them to kill their time

Otherwise you couldnt even find their shadows

you thought they're your so-called friends

but they would just appear when they was boring

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Listen, to the song here in my heart

A melody I start but can't complete

Listen, to the sound from deep within

It's only beginning to find release

Oh the time has come for my dreams to be heard

They will not be pushed inside and turned

Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroad

I'm not at home in my own home

And I've tried and tried to say

What's on my mind

You should have known

Now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what you made of me

I followed the voice you gave to me

But now I've gonna find my own

You should have listened

There is someone here inside

Someone I'd thought had died

So long ago

Ohh I'm free now and my dreams to be heard

They will not be pushed aside on words

Into your arms

All cause you won't

Listen...

Listen, I am alone at a crossroad

I'm not at home, in my own home

And I tried and tried

To say whats on my mind

You should have known

Oh, Now I'm done believin you

You don' t

Girl why you waste your time

You know he aint right

credits to Dina Chyi B-)

P | S: Going to a restaurant to interview tomorrow. Thanks to the pig cos she helped me to notice the job

P | P | S : Dont know why suddenly feel so down. guess my bloody female shit is coming :/

no next time

2011-10-06T02:01:00.000-07:00

I hate to be disappointed. Ya know, your explanation is obviously not answering my question. WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY should I fucking care your feeling? Am I caring too much? hah, your respond answered me that I fucking did.

I shouldn't expect too much from you KTHXBYE

P/S: Went to the beach alone today, sadly cos the beautiful scene and a scoop of ice-cream are not helping.

exactly how I feel

2/10

2011-10-02T05:09:00.000-07:00

最近update blog update到上了瘾

哈哈

刚刚经Kyle一提才记得原来很久都没有log in Twitter了

可能是越来越多人玩

越来越热闹

才想进去看一看 =P

那天听冯嘉敏讲了一些东西
然后自己去观察
虽然不是当事人
可是还是觉得她很不对

无意中听到Yoga的想自由
不懂被我replay了几百次不过还是很好听
chorus越听越好听 :>

基本上对很多东西都失去了以往的那种感觉
越来越不喜欢跟人说话
只想静静地想坐在那个草场对着海边看一整个lunch time

P|S : 上次在English class看那些儿童故事书时，坐我左左边的那个死Kiwi，自己写作文不专心不讲，跑去跟老师讲我看儿童书。害到老师叫我收起来。吊他不死，下次给我看到他玩电话他就等着收After school detention o0o

P|P|S : 坐我后面那个Malaysian华人真的很好笑。每天在那里教一个德国人讲 'Saya suka makan tahi.' 或 'Saya ialah orang yang bodoh' 他的腔调使我每次笑到我肚子痛 :D

P|P|P|S : Kitty很笨的其实，I mean 张惠燕。

很少会在一天内post两篇article

2011-10-01T06:22:00.000-07:00

Click it

女孩们，当这种女人吧...

现在Dance上着Jazz Dance之父Bob Fosse
他跳舞不是盖的

Cant you see what I see?

2011-10-01T04:57:00.000-07:00

- 星期六一整天都在看那个Desperate Housewives的episode。初初以为这种美国电视剧都是拍给那些上了年纪的aunty看的，可是当我看到那些housewives时真的很好笑。瞒着老公去买衣服做很多小动作啦，女人与女人之间的是非啦。看完后得到的感想是：我以后不想生小孩 = =

- 那个死人Speech终于都给我做完了 < : D

- 看完恐龙的blog后，我都不懂zomok要酱拼命去读书。成绩过得去就好，像以前那样什么都不用烦。很想丢完那些书然后跟她去喝Starbucks & gai gai

- 日益增多的痘痘让我觉得是时候要好好保养了

- 我最近好像比我妈咪还唠叨 zzZ 对不起那个称呼我为老女人的小女孩, wtf

* 怎么办？我竟然选择看书ignore Facebook . This is so not me = =||||||||

- 22天后是个大日子 ^^

- 最近妈咪都煮到很清淡becos姐姐发烧刚好，现在咳嗽+伤风；弟弟咳嗽。

- okay，这九个月已来我看电影没有超过5次

- 如果我回去后很像乡下跑出来的话不要不好意思告诉我

Dont get me wrong, this is absolutely not a porn episode

I think she's the most responsible mother & wife among four of the housewives.

中间拿枪的那一幕是有一位疯狂追求她的人在外面开音响大唱情歌，结果给她射爆他的音响 - -

The most sexy one

1 more week to my term 3 holiday :目

Your choice makes you who you are

2011-09-27T03:53:00.000-07:00

很多时候无意中讲出来的话很伤人
对不起也未必派得上用场
所以就不道歉了

很多时候看到很多人
但不懂开口的第一句该说什么
所以就当没看见

很多时候笑的同时很想离开那场面
基于礼貌
所以就撑下去

但渐渐的我发现
如果因为在意一大班人的感受
而必须在每说一句话之前去为每一个人着想

在承受冷言冷语或忍耐寂寞之间
我更乐于选择后者
虽寂寞但至少人际关系的烦恼会少很多

太会察言观色很累人
很sien ehh
我可以换星座吗？

Happy Birthday to Ving Ean, ex-bookkeeping teacher 张嘉娴 :)

Do it like a dude

2011-09-24T15:36:00.000-07:00

It feels like more than 2 months didnt take a single pic of myself, feel so weird. Although I already took many during the dance show - - Didnt hang out for a very long time also, what I faces every weekend are novels, Desperate Housewives episode, toilet and food. This is so not me, I think I've change. The day I will be turning to 18-year-old is less than one month now, which I already waited for so long. But now, I really dont know how am I going to celebrate it = =

haiz, I really dont wanna end up my life like this ehh. I havent go clubbing, buy 18pl movie ticket, havent go overnight at my friend's house. Its just less than 1 year that I already stay at NZ, i wonder how it would be after 10 years. Maybe I already work in a farm, replace Dutch Lady and become Dutch Jessie wtf TT

the most most most sexy+charming+beautiful+cute girl in the world

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I know its hard to change

The decision is hard to make, too.

Why dont you try the way I've already told your mum?

damn you o0o

I will check the information for you

but you also have to work hard okay?

Promise me !

No matter what decision you make, I will always be there to ~~chiongsui~~ support you ^.^v

Im still young, wtf

Life is meant to be living like this ♥♥♥♥♥♥

P|S : Listen to the blog music

Do it like a dude
Moves like jagger

Tell me what you want to hear

2011-09-23T01:04:00.000-07:00

I found something that I always wanted. The feeling, the people, everything around me. Give up on something is not just only your choice, it's also prove that you have courage.

I've got back my result, felt satisfied with most of the subjects. Its worth it since I've spent 1 week to study. Am waiting for my term 3 holiday which starts 2 weeks later. 8D

现在每次下课对着蓝天白云感觉好自在，恨不得整个人顺着那一大片草地滚到海边去。不用说话时也很舒服。总算明白了，简单就是幸福 :)

#Going to gym once and feeling fit, so obviously you dont have to go again

煎熬

2011-09-17T06:29:00.000-07:00

最近都在忙考试
最爽的是考试前一个星期不用去学校
去大学的图书馆读书 ;P

考完了4科
还剩下最后一科economics
读书读了那么多天
突然有种想放弃最后一科的念头

可是想了想
我不能放弃
我不能让自己后悔
已经有太多让我后悔的事了
但绝对不能是成绩

昨天考完Accounting后

有点后悔为什么不早点复习

考4个chapter

有两个chapter是用来写的

我只复习了一个

还有专攻其他两个用来算的

虽然放弃的那个chapter只是三个credits

可是还是有点后悔

但算了啦

过了就不要后悔

把下次作得更好

对吗？ :)

昨天考完试后

我自己走路搭车回

走到一半天竟然下雨 _|_

结果我一直求那个天不要下雨

可能我平时对人很好

积德又多

所以那个天在30秒之内停雨了 V^^V

在雨开始下的那一刻

我在想

如果有个人在身旁陪着那该有多好

至少下雨的时候还可以很浪漫酱一起雨中漫步

那些电视剧偶像剧不也是那样嘛

通常女主角被抛弃后一个人走在街上

再加上下雨

都会很可怜酱在雨中大哭

相反的如果身旁有男主角陪着

没有伞的就用jacket遮着跑

有伞的一起走

那个feeling完全不一样啊实在是

唉

想来想去都还是难过 :'<

我的样子又不丑

虽然人是三八了点

动作是粗鲁了点

身材是走样了点

唉

以后如果嫁不出怎么办？

我真的不想当尼姑ehhh

李佳薇的《煎熬》真的很好听

尤其是高音的那个part

真的很荣幸有这样的一个大马歌手

“我相信我真的快要

是真的我快要

去面对下一个拥抱”

= = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = =

一直在想回去后要去哪里玩要怎么玩

实在是堕落

- -

现在才明白Lily Allen-Fuck You的歌词其实很有意思下
尤其是chorus

'Fuck you, fuck you very very maa~~~~~ch
Cos we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch'

'Do you, do you really enjoy living a life that's so hateful?'

'You say
You think we need to go to war well you're already in one
Cause it's people like you
who need to get slew
No one wants your opinion'

最近才发现原来有蛮多人看我的blog

小至14岁，大至45岁

写的东西是否要顾忌点咧？

那16个粉肠
收到巧克力不要太感动知道吗？^^
之前吓死我还以为postman拿去吃了
还有我的字
唉..不要讲了
你们明白我在写什么就好啦 :D

各位预试加油哟！
:)

AhSam Gang

2011-09-12T16:49:00.000-07:00

最近听说那里发生了很多事
很多很多，很多人都跟我讲了很多事

是真是假
我不懂
我想如果不在乎对方
你们也不会如此难过 / 失望

不过
我个人觉得
不管你是否属于这个团
只要你不讨人厌
不讲是非
大家都可以玩在一起

无可否认
有些人的行为会让你很不爽
甚至会让你想排斥

但是
你不能因此而限制自己身边的朋友去跟他们交朋友
毕竟大家是同一个班
一个星期有六天要见面
差不多3/4年的时间都要见面

如果你选择不去计较
可能你会舒服点？

我在这里之前也是那样

我就是不明白

为什么一个团，一定要分得那么清楚

当一个人在你的团里时

不要忘记他/她也有自己的另一些朋友

忘了谁跟我说过

如果你要过来你就要永远呆在这里

如果不想就永远不用过来了

你要懂

人是自己的

你自己想去哪里

没有人管得到你

难道你不过来

我就必须拿着一把抢逼着你过来？

或者如果你的朋友不完全属于你

你就用那种杯葛的方式对待他/她

你不觉得这样很幼稚吗？

我天性喜欢乱走乱跑

我不喜欢被定格

但只要你们叫到我肯定过来

有什么聚会要我去我肯定会去

就算有些人真的不能/不想去

那也是他个人的自由

如果因为这样而杯葛别人

那这样的朋友真的，不交也罢

我并没有针对任何人
只是人生有聚有散
能在一起相处的时光
请好好珍惜

P/S :
我想了很多天
为何上次我会因为一件小事而发那么大的脾气
终于给我想出来了

套用Dickson的一句话 ‘罗马不是一天形成的’
是因为之前
太多让我忍了很久的东西
一下子爆发出来

我的脾气可以很好
不过总有个底线
你越过，我发火
很简单的道理

你说你被伤得很彻底
可是别忘了
不是只有你一个人难过

两个吵架/恶言相对的人
当有一个受伤时
另一个若心情很愉快/哈哈大笑
那他肯定是神经病

而且我不喜欢吵架吵给别人看

惟恐天下不乱/不知的人

呵呵

过了那么多天

最让我不能原谅的不是你这个人

而是你要全部人来围观这场战争

吵架是两个人的事

除非他人问起

否则我都不会说些什么

你

对号入座

我没写明是谁

是因为我想以后就算好回了

我们也不必那么尴尬

你就偏偏

越过我的底线

这让我真的不可能会再原谅你

意大利男孩

2011-09-09T18:38:00.000-07:00

一个好消息，一个坏消息。

好吧
先说好消息
我找到那意大利男孩的FB profile了

找到的那一刻有点怀疑
因为他的名字很女生
Andrea Angeli zzZ

坏消息是
他有女朋友了
为何.....................................上天要如此的对待我？TT.TT

用两分钟说服自己放弃后
便click进去看我心目中的王子的照片
profile pic靓仔到爆!!!

他的女朋友 grrrrrrrrr.......

他在学校就是那样戴眼镜的，迷死我 $.$

我还找到了他一些很38的照片 xD 想不到他这种如此阳光的男生竟然是如此的..............搞笑 xD 我决定了考完试后一定要跟他讲一下话给他电一电 $.$

其实

我还是有点难过的咯。

有没有觉得这图中的女人有点像我咧？
这是吾娘，今天是她十八岁大寿 ^^
至于那臭宝宝，不要理她
那是我家最大块的番薯

大家一起祝她生日快乐呗 :D
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000069075071#!/sweekin.tan

fml

2011-09-09T05:20:00.000-07:00

wohenxiangyonghanyupinyindazikeshiwobuneng. youshihouwozhendebumingbaiweishenmeyouxierenjiushinamelihaizhuangkelian. Jiaowohaoma? wozuobuchuruciexin,taorenyandejudong. ruguokeyiwoyongyuandoubuxiangzaijiandaoni, yinwenihenexin,henzhuangde.

From Haley Low's blog

You talk like a BITCH
Lie like a WITCH
Flirt like a SLUT
Cheap like a WHORE

Target : On

2011-09-04T23:51:00.000-07:00

My trial starts next week on 12th September and I've set my schedule to study well and get a good result. My study plan officially starts tomorrow. I already got permission from my mum for not going to school cos I sort of cant concerntrate during school time. Ala maybe its my problem cos I cant stop chatting with ma friends in class >:D Im aiming to get all subject in Merit / Excellence level, including both of my English subjects ehem. Trust me, I can do it = =

Im going to ma future Uni - Massey's library to study cos there's very quiet plus I wont feel like wanna eat / watch tv / a ji a jor there. So sad Aungkamol cant go with me cos she's going to Drama one day trip on tomorrow _|_ SPM's trial is coming too right? Those who sitting for SPM must study hard oo =)

For those who can understand : Saya macam suka satu western lelaki di sekolah saya ehh o0o Dia banyak lengchai and saya cant take my eyes off him wtf. Hari ini after school apabila saya sedang buat gym, dia walk in and say HI kepada saya 0.0 Walaupun dia sudah same class dengan saya like, 4/5 minggu? Tapi saya masih tak tau nama dia, feel like wanna F myself zzZ One of my kawan memberitahukan saya that dia dari ITALY ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :D Suddenly feel so good with Spaghetti & Lasagna $.$ My Italy, here I come XD

Your attention is much appreciated :)

2011-09-02T06:41:00.000-07:00

Since I started blogging I never change / renew my blog's url before cos I dont want to trouble my readers and sort of lazy to change. After something happened, Im considering about changing my url and keep it as private. My everyday blogging life is deal with rude words / my thought / some of my opinions. Somehow, people still wanna read it even the storyline might make them feel uncomfortable. I wonder why ..... Maybe its because of curiousity? C'mon, you should know how curiosity to do with a cat.

nonono, I didnt use M16 to force people to read my blog, I dont do that. Blogging is a way of release my anger & unhapiness, or sometimes I get bored and wanna spend my time to do with a group of pics or to share my life to keep contact with my friends. Lovingly reminding ~~wtf~~ : If seeing vulgar words hurts your fragile eyes then ...... fuck off of my blog thanks. I couldnt stand when girls crying and at the moment I become a bitch. I will apologise for what I wrote but its just for once and last. For next time, you'd better know how to do kk :)

And ohh .... FOR ALL THE READERS of my blog. Before you wanted to copy my blog better ask for my permission kay ^^ I dont mind if you like the way I blog and copy it down but make sure you get my permission 1st. By the way, I hate copycat =] You ought to know that.

The Beautiful People

2011-08-21T04:26:00.000-07:00

This week im going to perform @ Long Bay College for the Term 3 Dance show. The theme is 'Alice in Danceland' wooots but we're not going to dance gracefully like Alice. I am going to act like zombies in the dance and everyone are required to wear crazy makeup and with crazy hairstyle.

The Beautiful People by Christina Aguilera

Looking forward to September cos Spring is on its way to New Zealand :DDDD

Damnnn I miss Summer o0o

A hug makes everything feels better

2011-08-20T04:11:00.000-07:00

HI. Hello. Hai.

Did I mention before that I mix with chinese? Well, although i mix with them but i can hardly have the same topic to cock / blow water with them. Sometimes i feel like im not a part of them. hmmm its weird right? I used to be a everyone-can-like-or-love-me friend but now......im not :) Sometimes you gotta choose, and trust me, you'd always have the chance to choose. The friends you choose could affect your future. I am not difficult to mix with, just depends on how people treated me.

Aungkamol. She's my 1st consider as close friend at NZ. She's from Thailand, and i have 3 subjects same classes with her :D we always speak broken english with each other. Sometimes it's necessary to check dictionary lol.....guys, from now on pls improve your english before you go to Uni, I mean it = =

pic ^^ when it is still Summer (P/S: pls ignore the girl sitting behind me ehem)

Our very 1st hang out @ Browns Bay. Cos we need to buy hat for dance show

went to Sushi Bay for lunch. Her hat's height is actually taller than mine v^^v

and I found out some really brave people's pic in a contest lol hahah wtf wtf xD

no 1

im wondering was she wearing any clothes with her? or she was naked when taking this pic....haha I dont feel like wanna know lor

no 2

I got shocked and quickly turned into next page when i see this pic. Her dark eyes circle is really something...

no 3

Who's house is missing a maid?

no4

I really dont wanna comment on this but the truth is, her make up is really a disaster. Ouch, truth hurts, i know

no5

her eye lashers is way too fake and somemore dai sai qiu ehem = =

actually i dont wanna judge any of their look cos maybe they have something so-called inner beauty with them but somehow i really wonder why they have such braveness to upload their pic somemore advertise people to vote for them.

你最近还好吗？

The moment I'll never forget

2011-08-18T04:58:00.000-07:00

Me, Teng & Fung

Qian

Michiko

Kyle

=.=

SZB

Bobo

3 Zhi '2009'

FKM

Dina

Apple, Dina, Liyong

ChiChen & Dina

Me & Qian

Yen Yen Lok

Desa ParkCity ^^

Big Swing Swing

I wont play this again I swear, spoil my image lol zzZ

Volleyball match

Kitty

Dickson

Ahsam - - xD

Qiong K, rmb? =]

Been bully by them = =

Will you guys rmb her when she become like that in future?

Ah Sam

Liyong

30 Famine, my 1st time with you guys :>

We kept the soya bean until school reopen then only drank it tgt

Poker night

Her birthday

Celebrated my 17th birthday with Hwayyean Low on 23/10/2010

We ordered Domino Pizza and let Ck Lai diao = =

Two Kai Qing (Kyle Ching) celebrated my birthday w me @ Sungai Wang & @ KLCC

Sport teacher, Hu Yue

Jia Min

Played 'ji mu' after final exam

Apple

Miao Miao

Piggie

Dancing queen, Li Yue

Ah Sam Gang

With accounting teacher

Contract for jump into the lake - -

Chao Hiong Jie

Pei Yi

Micky, Shook Wai & Harn

Mei Nv 2

Zhen Hong

Woon Feng = =

Boon Hann

Acting like zombies

Kah Mun

Class flower of the year - Ah Sam

Micky

4A Xin '2010'

Swee Qian

The last day

We used to sit in the same row :)

I wish the time can stop at this moment

Girls, we RUN THE WORLD !

Wanna pitch him wan actually

Tong Si Tuan, I really like it xD

Mei Nv 2

spot me :D

A visit from Kyle and take me to lunch during rest time @ Robinson

@ Mid Valley with PPY

Miiao ~~~

*Sunway Lagoon*

Someone like you

2011-08-08T03:58:00.000-07:00

打了很多
结果整个lag掉不见料 o0o

风啊风
在春天来临前把那些眼泪都吹干
然后不要忘了把毛毛虫变成蝴蝶
你可知道变不成蝴蝶是件很可悲的事 - -

Tell ya

2011-08-02T05:31:00.000-07:00

昨天开学其实没想像中那么糟
让我开心的事其实真的很简单

道歉要过关的程度越来越难
好像打机酱up不到level
唉
你要的是什么
心理战很烦人

你可以当我之前说的话都是lin话吗？zzZ

其实也没什么啦
我只是想要你不要那么在意
过回你开心简单的生活
然后有心事就找下你身边的人说一说
不开心就去打一下球
再不好就塞几块巧克力进嘴巴

至于我对你而言还重要不重要
还需不需要像苍蝇在你身边飞
这个留给未来的你去决定好了

我也不想再emo下去了
免得变神经病
青山很远，探望我很不方便 lol

回头一看
一年多没有很长
能加长就更好
因为我还是很在乎

如果你也感觉麻痹了
那没关系
你开心我这个伟人肯定成全你

嗯
是有点难收回啦
你那么凶谁都怕啦
但能不能念在我是廖嘉欣的份上原谅那么一点点? = =

2011-07-31T03:48:00.000-07:00

今天去看了Harry Potter。看到最后一幕有点不舍得的感觉ehhhh，毕竟这部电影是我们90年代的童年电影系列之一。陪着我们一起长大的几个主角，突然就这样长大，然后迈向自己的人生了。有种一去不回来的感觉 :(

不过这部电影的结局很美。坏人死了，好人继续好 v^^v

男主角越大越丑，Emma Watson就变到很靓女了 <3

angel look $.$

明天就开学了，曾几何时变得如此抗拒去学校。

Term 1 要放假前我还有点不舍得

可当Term 2 最后一天我反而没什么感觉，再加上拉伤大腿

最后一天去学校交了dance assessment journal就回家

然后就真的是玩了两个星期

去Rotorua看Mud

星期四去了City吃，逛，玩了一整天

星期五去Northcote 买洗脸的东西后到Takapuna去吃担担面

昨天没去哪里只因良心作祟留在家做功课

今天又去Flea Market逛然后回家休息了一下又跟他们跑去Mairangi Bay看高尔夫球场

过后去看电影然后去跟阿姨和homestay弟弟他们去吃最后的晚餐

前面两个是homestay弟弟跟他的妹妹。

阿姨他们明天就要回台湾了

有点不舍得 :(

希望可以再看到她

她来的这几天花费了很多钱在我们身上

买了XBox-360放在家给我们玩

很爽的冬天在家里跳可以流汗。有bowling, wrestling, beach volleyball...etc 还有一个Adventure可以驾船去拿分的 :P 这个不像Wii那样要拿东西来玩的，只要你站在那个Sensor前面就可以玩了。真的很开心跟那几个小孩子一起玩。虽然有时候给他们气死不过他们的妈妈更可爱 xD

那天跟阿姨还有姐姐一起去City走。当她看到自己一直想去但找不到的餐厅她兴奋到像小孩子那样一边跳一边拉着我的衣袖跟我说：“嘉欣你看这个餐厅是我一直想去的你看！我们一起进去好不好?”

我当时的反应就是整个僵住了，在怀疑她是不是个两个孩子的妈妈。哈哈xD

她很喜欢吃跟买东西的，很像小孩子那样。

所以跟她出去不会有压力，反而很开心。

我们买东西前会想很多，顾虑很多；她就是喜欢就买，不会跟你客气的。

当然这要有本钱才可以做得出来啦。

不过她真的很大方，一点也看不出她是个天蝎座的人。

我初初还以为她是射手座的咧 :P

希望还有机会再见面

真的很喜欢他们 ;)

下次我要去台湾找他们玩！！！！

= = = = = = =

其实还是很在乎

以前不管怎样或是什么理由我都可以坚持下去

但这一次我的信心回不来

那次跟Kitty讨论这件事她说了一句

“两个小气鬼”

跟到你多哪里可能不小气

整个七月份我发脾气的次数都比平时多

这几天阿姨在我们家睡

我跟姐姐睡客厅

还记得第一次睡客厅时没那么冷

也不知道为什么这几天冷了很多

是因为你的关系还是天气的关系 ....

我不懂

我八月多有第二次dance show

还记得那天你不懂怎样打了给我就为了给我加油

每次都骂你三八海嘴里说不出几句好听的

但其实心里在乎得要命

其实被放弃的人是我咯

第一次说fed up的人是谁噢...... o0o

P/S:我半夜没有哭，没有哭

你的近况我还要去问别人才知道

很讨厌我不是听你亲口说的感觉

打这篇东西出来其实也别无他意的啦

不过如果你懒得在意了我大不了以后都不要说咯

就这样啦没什么了

至最珍贵的三八海

2011-07-20T21:54:00.000-07:00

Just finished watching KungFu Panda 2 with sista at Westfield Event Cinema. At first i dont feel like wanna go and still lying in ma bed de lo. Then ma sis woke me up

"eh my friend Loisi dont want go with me ehh, you acc me go watch la"

think think sia then jump down from bed go brush teeth and do dressing. Go with her bo jiok sou wan still need to pay for my own ticket. Last night went to Skytower cos homestay bro's family treat us all eat buffet. The price memang 天价 okay -.- below 14 years old use your age times $4, 14 years old or above then $65 each people.

why dont want cheat them im 13 years old leh ???

night view, very nice sia, look like KL tower right? miss M'sia veli much.. ;3

the food there not very nice ba liao. Food so so, beverage okay okay only. Got my favourite sashimi & oyster then add 10 marks for the buffet la :P

this sh peacock non stop cocking inside the movie summore killed a Rhino with his weapon. End of the story everyone can guess lo, the Panda saved all his friends and happy ending. The baby Panda kinda chubby&cute i feel like wanna pinch his face haha XD

I wannna watch Harry Potter ehhhh o0o lotsa ppl said very nice very excited oh. Wait next week after aunty come back from South Island then we all go watch tgt :目

dunno what else i can write le, forgot to bring back my accounting file and now holiday all the classroom sure locked alr wan. Also no need to do revision d, when school reopen and having test that time i sure will cry 99 wan. Am no longer in Cooking class alr cos i have to choose Economy and get the credits for applying Uni. Sad T.T I love cooking wan lor though almost everytime my cake would burnt and i fdky. =P

H.a.p.p.y H.o.l.i.d.a.y

还不错的结局

2011-07-19T20:53:00.000-07:00

昨天刚从Rotorua回来，三天两夜，跟homestay弟弟跟他家人一起去玩。刚开始很开心，因为不是跟自己的家人去。也没有讲什么很不好，可能限制多我不喜欢。美中不足的是，跟弟弟妹妹一起去，玩之余必须做个好榜样。

第三天早上应该是吃太多，然后全部呕出来。Kiwi fruit, Banana我现在一看到就会想起我的呕吐物...........算了，都不想说了。呕了第一次眼睛严重出水，想到的第一件事就是打给妈咪，然后哭到都不懂自己已经几岁了。呕了后头晕晕的，还要自己去换衣服，收拾行李，如果姐姐在就好，我肯定什么都不用收就可以上车睡觉。

SMS给姐姐，
“今早我呕了两次，很痛苦。我觉得应该是吃太多了...现在好了一点，肚子有点痛...”

“你好好休息吧..那么今晚我去工作...乖，不要吃了...”

最后一段我看了就觉得好笑，不.要.吃.了 ==

昨晚梦到张敬轩，还有Apple跟YaHan。我们不懂怎样去看张敬轩的演唱会，然后追他到森林里去过后才发现张敬轩原来是一只Pikachu的化身，奇怪的梦。

不同的选择就有不同的结果，满意不满意也由不得你来选择。
只能说，是到此为止了吧
方向不同，就算是在同一条船上其中一个也会跳下海游向自己要去的地方。
人生那么多的过客，你也只能是其中一个
白痴好笑三八的回忆是很多，但在你选择了放弃那一瞬间就已经化为一篓烟，飞到九霄云外去了。

虽然选了放弃，当肥死簿friends还蛮不错的。
连小学朋友都可以再联络，还计划着年尾何时来个聚会
美的都美了，丑的也有女朋友了
哈！这样的结局还蛮不错的 :P

Somebody pls tell him who the EFF i is

2011-07-13T04:23:00.000-07:00

This week is the last week of term two and everyone is busy in doing assessment or prepairing for tests just to get enough credits before term two end including me. Got soooooooooooooo fucking tired in this two weeks and FINALLY,

I finished all my assessment & tests alr lol XD

cant wait to rest now. Am still planning what I should do in ma holiday, leave comment for me if you have any suggestion kay :D Today is my Solo Dance assessment day, Aungkamol & me had planned to go to dance studio and practise for our Solo in morning tea time. We take this assessment very serious cos it has 5 credits. $.$ zz (else I wont give it a damn I swear _|_) Last night I practised my dance till 0030 wtf when everyone was sleeping and I kept yawning and fortunately this morning my eyes still looks pretty & electronic $.$

and erm........a little makeup could keep my mood goes well and my day will be brighter :DDD I dont care how other ppl think of makeup and some of them will think that you are 'Fa Qiao', too prematurity or what. I must admit that makeup is really a miracle. I dislike any mafan steps such as foundation, blush, BB Cream and etc. Usually I will go with eyeliner and mascara and taaa daaa, easy and simple. Today I used only 8 minutes to put on eyeliner and mascara, forget to take pic tim - - zzZ but I memang professional :目

Happy Birthday to Shook Wai

: >

Kun Sui Mak Mak ♥♥♥

Ra Tree Sa Wad

X Racism

2011-07-08T05:06:00.000-07:00

Just finished watching 'New Zealand Next Top Models', 'The Vampire Diaries' and 'Nikita' from 1930 to 2230. And im in half asleep status now zzZ Had applied for Mcdonalds job in Albany which near my house and I hope they will hire me lor. I need money, I lack of money and Im craving for money -.-

Today is Mufti Day (i dont really know the history of this day) and everyone is wearing everyday clothes to school :D The only thing i know about this day is, you need to donate at least one dollar or else you have to wear uniform to school. Some of the kiwis are wearing pyjamas to school =.=
They have no time to change the clothes, they think its funny or what, question mark...

Here is a conversation i heard in my cooking class

'I hate fucking chinese'

'Hey XX! He said he hate fucking chinese'

.....remaining silence for 5 seconds

'I dont listen to bullshit'

Good luck for those who attending Bersih parade on tommorrow.

To-do-list & Goal

2011-07-05T03:55:00.000-07:00

Finish my wide reading report before the end of term 2
Read more English story books in this winter holiday
Compose my solo dance assessment ASAP! *Urgent!!!*
Pay more attention in English class and try to ask some questions
Try not to speak too much in Esol class - -
Finish my drama script ASAP!
Do exercise which up to 40 minutes (or above) everyday and STOP EATING ANY JUNK FOOD (especially biscuit) TT
Make some money for shopping in the end of this year (clothes, hair & hang out)
Do not expect too much
Learn to accept other's fault, then forgive and forget it
BE A GREAT LISTENER :>
Do more mask and drink more water
Enjoy to be alone with music & story books

Dad had came back from M'sia on Monday. (Y) also he had brought back my transparent contact lens and toner :P

Happy Birthday to AhSam :)

2011-07-04T04:29:00.000-07:00

上个星期二是学校家长日
简单来说就是见家长
= =

这里见家长消息很灵通的
信寄到家里
学校外面有个显示板每次显示出重要的日子
回想起以前见家长的情景真是惨不忍睹

个个老师看到就摇头
不然就是没半句好话
我也不是好人一个 :D

我妈还拿着那封信叫我上网跟她book 见老师的时间
=_________________________________________=

当时几想把立刻那封信撕掉
童年阴影你们不懂的 T.T
以前每次见完老师你都没有看到我妈的脸比那个锅底还黑
最衰的是看到那些妈妈的朋友
来问妈妈关于我的名次
然后又假假炫耀下自己孩子的名次

“ala懂你的孩子很厉害啦，补习补出来的嘛”
我每次都偷偷那样想...
小时候单纯嘛
sohai是什么都不知道
骂人骂来骂去都是那几句
大了后可多咯
还能mix 的
= =

好吧回到重点
除了Dance book不到以外其他五科的老师都见了

第一科: Math

那个老师我实在是太爱了
没想到他平时人那么好
见家长的时候更好
怎么说
因为我今年学的东西去年都学过了
除了第一个test肥佬 o0o
其他五个test都Achieved
他还告诉我妈说我上课很乖
很安静
每次都很快的把习题做完 (做完后也很快的睡着 zzz)

睡着那一part当然是没有讲啦

说着说着还show出我们全班的test result
我是那一班top student的其中之一 ^^v

第二科: Accounting

本来还以为进错教室
因为里面人空空的
我的Accounting老师跟我妈说我的成绩非常好
(也是去年学过的 - -)
除了第一个test肥佬之外
其他全部的test都通过

我妈看起来难以置信
就问下老师
"How's her behave in class?"

"She's very quiet in class. But she works hard and always ask question when she dont understand. Im so impressed."

好啦
我知道你们也难以置信不过请相信我真的没在吹
当了那么多年的坏学生我也厌倦了 zz
你以为你稍微讲一点话老师立刻看着你是件好事？
有时候只是想引起老师的注意罢了lol

第三科 : English

这个老师没有称赞我
skip过吧
我英文还需要进步

第四科 : Hospitality

我所有的test都Achieved
老师还讲如果以后要出去打工
她可以帮我写纸条说我学过怎么端菜
service customer之类的

我妈妈说她样子很甜很美
通常被我们欺负的老师都是这样的啦

第五科 : Esol

我真的不想讲这个老师
她的最大缺点特征就是逢人就把别人的脸，手摸了又摸
还要是摩擦那种
想到就geli

她说我上课a bit talkative = =
当然啦遇到华人有得讲华语是件多么难能可贵的事
不过她要我专心一点
帮忙带动其他人一起专心上课 (异想天开)

这一次见家长感觉还不错
尤其是称赞那一part实在是很久都没听过了 zz

Eminem feat Bruno Mars - Lighters
很好听 :)

2011-06-28T05:32:00.000-07:00

曾经我徘徊在放弃维持的边缘
但最后还是坚持了
原因自己也不晓得
就是很想很想去经营一段长长久久的..
或是我没有安全感，我怕身边的人一直换

谁不会经历过渡期
谁不会没有话题
谁不会没有距离

之前我真的有想过
回去要怎么样要怎么样
可是当我回去后
会不会是真的这样
会不会是真的可以这样？

以后是不是回不回去都没感觉了
...
这次就当学了一个教训吧
适而可止，面对现实 =)

伤心的事太多
而你占了大部分
只因习惯这两个字在作祟
放心，又不是第一个了
没事 :P

小丑伤心难道就可以不工作吗？
呵呵
Kitty Miao你说是不是？ :D

From Ah Sam's Blog

这一班

最难忘

这一班

最疯狂

但是

往往过了一段时间后

人事变迁

大家都会变

那快乐的日子

最难忘

有的人都很想维持这段友谊

但是却有心而力不足

我知道

每个人都有自己的事而忙

而不能聚在一起

谈谈天,说说地

大家啊大家

加油吧!

隐形的字应该没多少个人看到吧

愿望很简单大家聚在一起
像以前一样
:)

It feels like more than distance between us

2011-06-19T02:05:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I wish im a blind in front of something I do not wish to see
Sometimes I wish im a deaf in front of something I do not wish to listen
Sometimes I wish the time could fly faster when I was down
Sometimes I wish i could have some magic power to get what I wanted to get

Haters and bitches are all around
Its hard when your trying not to let them ruin your mood
You have to pretend like everything is fine, everything is alright
And sometimes you have to put a big smile on your face
Pretend to be like your okay even though your not

Sometimes you feel like wanna find someone and cry on their shoulders
But you will also hate it when people keep asking you the reason why
You hate to explain, then you are forced to swallow all your tears
And you do not feel like wanna talk for a long time
But hey, all you ever needed is a big-tight-hug with silence ....z....z....Z....Z....

Sometimes you didnt mean to spread out your anger
At the moment you are just out of control
Then they will start to tease you that you are on period
No guys, its just my inner control is about to reach the limit
Doesnt mean im on my period kay :-x

Sometimes you know there are some fakers around
But you still have to pretend like you dont know everything
Treat it as a lesson
And make yourself to become more perfect and stronger
When you refer back you will realise you've grown up so much

Sometimes you didnt mean to be emo
Somehow, someone has the power to let you down
For me, relationship is the most difficult to solve
You will never know how other people think
Just keep in mind, who will be staying for you
Eventually he/she would be there

Cant wait for my term two holiday wooots

Im craving for rest /':<

Keep your best for now and future, not for past

2011-06-14T03:31:00.000-07:00

刚刚upload了很多冯嘉敏的照片
upload到一张她特别样衰的照片
就一直lag一直lag
我不耐烦了就想退出
怎知一按了cancel那些照片全部消失了 o0o
不懂我几时才有mood把照片跟故事post上来 = =

这几天心情很不好
我那亲爱的弟弟占了大部分原因
这里的网路不像M'sia那样
每个月付了钱就可以无限用

这里就是固定给你一个月不懂几百gb
用玩了网路就会越来越慢
看video, 玩on9 game是消耗得最快的
由于我们家人很多(加上homestay的两个人)
所以我们都尽量在控制看video了

每到周末我那亲爱的弟弟一起床
吃了早餐后第一件事情就是玩game
如果我们不在我看他连早餐都不用吃
玩game饱的

OHH
忘了说他怎么弄到我心情不好

上个星期我看他又在玩game
妈妈那天出去了
姐姐讲了他他又在那边“等一下等一下”
我看不顺眼就开口大骂
他就在那里发神经bang门

打架那part就skip过啦

还以为自己很对酱
写在FB还要tag我的朋友
结果还不是给妈妈吊
吊完了oh，还不是要remove
写来tok
没有脑整条SAHAI酱

现在我们的房间全部连在一起
讲话大声一点都不可以
上次妈妈在他房间看书
我刚巧又跟我姐姐在讲他坏话
结果妈妈还很可爱那样 -.-
跑过来敲门请我们讲话小声点
duh，粗口满天飞的我没有中骂有点幸运 ^^v

拥有到如此的弟弟真的是我前世修来的福啊 :D
让我有机会锻炼下口舌，将所学过的粗口发挥得淋漓尽致
只差还没有将生殖器官搬出来骂而已 :P

我偶像的FB status post过
You got a dick but man you talk like a bitch
对那些没有用脑的人
你的生殖器官都为你感到羞耻
下次干脆用肛门思考吧

Trouble Sleeping

2011-06-09T03:15:00.000-07:00

很多人会问，纽西兰是不是到处都会看到牛的？

听到这里

......

我想~~举中指~~澄清

我不想承认我每天去学校的路上次次都看到牛 TT

ala我住的地方(North Shore)是郊外嘛 zzZ 这里的牛肉特别好吃，牛奶特别便宜，牛粪也特别多。创造“鲜花插在牛粪上”这个名句的人肯定是在纽西兰想出来的。

虽然没有什么科学证明多喝牛奶可以丰胸，不过拿来炒菜或早上喝一杯也好啦。不要白费母牛们被拉被挤后的一番心意咯 .. xP

spot Auckland, 我高高在上 ehem

忘了跟你们说，其实羊肉也很好吃。想到我妈咪之前焖羊小腿&红萝卜就开始流口水。

这只绵羊看起来像cauliflower

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在这里生活了五个多月。感想是，纽西兰像天堂，没有空气污染，没有塞车，没有超速，过斑马线永远都会有车停下来让你先过，犯罪率低，公共设备很好，娱乐场所少(o0o)。我也终于明白为什么爸爸从我们很小的时候就一直问我们要不要过来纽西兰。

记得我很小的时候，大概是三岁左右吧，第一次旅行就来纽西兰了。过后也陆陆续续来过很多次，最长还住过一个月。不过那时候应该是三年级吧，没什么印象了。只记得很闷很闷 =P

最有印象是爸爸妈妈带我跟姐姐去坐轮船，在船上过了两天一夜。看到很多dolphin，还有经过一个岩石间的大洞。船上的设备忘记了，只记得有几个男男女女拿着吉他跳跳唱唱。还有一个男人把鹦鹉放在我的头上，还拍了一张照作纪念。搞到我现在有后遗症，头皮很容易麻痹。zzZ

还有一次，爸爸妈妈带我跟姐姐去一个鬼佬的farm homestay。(弟弟妹妹还没有出世 =P) 那时候我才三岁。吃了晚餐后，我跟妈咪一边躺在客厅玩卡片，一边在火炉旁取暖。还记得我的脸红到脱皮，妈咪一直把很多东西往我脸上涂 zzZ = =

最后一次来纽西兰旅行是2009年吧。那时候还盛行着流感，我还是过了教师节然后直接赶回家冲凉带行李就赶去机场了。回来后我的班主任还第一个拿着温度计帮我测量体温 - - 强壮的我，一点点的伤风感冒都没有，她实在是小看我了LOL

纽西兰，从小到大都离不开这个国家。South Island很多地方小时候都去过了。不过现在没有印象 - - 说很熟悉，又不是。因为当居民跟游客是很大差别的。设备齐全，服务很好 (不过空姐全部都是aunty来的)，兼备了一流国家的水平。

爸爸还告诉我们说，在这里生活了五年后，你可以选择放弃马来西亚的公民权，从这里原本的永久公民变成纽西兰居民。

我是喜欢这里，不管是环境还是交通或是学校，我都很喜欢。

可是我的根始终还是在马来西亚

未来的事谁都说不准，可能我嫁了这里的人也说不定 =P

但对于现在的我，是真的很想很想回去。

熟悉的环境，熟悉的语言，熟悉的朋友，是我现在很看重的东西。

还有我的Bak Kut Teh啊，Har Mee啊，鱼头米粉啊，Chao Kueh Tiao啊，杂饭啊.......etc

忘了说，我的Pavilion还在那里等着我回去逛。

昨晚我梦到我回去，连行李都还没有放好，就跑去冯嘉敏的家按门铃

然后我们一起跑去蔡倩于的家玩

第二天，Ah Sam Gang全部人那时候还在考着SPM

我穿了中华校服束着马尾去中华找他们

他们全部看到我尖叫，然后赵莉滨第一个跑过来抱着我

接着陆陆续续看到Ah Sam, Jia Min, Kitty, Pei Yi, Yahan他们全部围过来

过后美女2跟人鱼来了，还跟我讲SPM数学做到他们两个偷笑 - -

不懂为什么就是没有梦到那个嘴贱王Dickson

我一看到你们全部就开始流眼泪，越流越多

结果你们没有心情想考SPM了

全部人在一间教室坐下来keng gai起来 zzZ

希望我的梦会实现啦XD

上两个星期，我期待已久的冯嘉敏终于到来了。

这个我等下一个post才写，附加很多她可爱的照片 xD

冯嘉敏，过来读书啦 ><

11点了，马来西亚时间是7点。各位晚安咯 ^^v

P/S : 慧燕把去年我跟她的msg conversation一个字一个字打在电脑e-mail给我。看到我很感动。六月十四号是我们的一周年了。 ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

说一句，我不走了

2011-05-26T23:33:00.000-07:00

今天整个人一直心不在焉
就连那个属于我的Dance Assessment的舞步也是在临时想出来的

我可爱的冯嘉敏在24小时内会到来纽西兰！o0o
(当然那个是开心的中指)
到现在我还不懂她是在我家过三天两夜还是两天一夜
之前在她到之前一直想要带她去哪里
跟她讲什么
见到第一面要先抱住她还是盖她两巴
等等的问题

现在到了关键时刻
我竟然什么都想不起来 zzZ
现在只想跟她拍很多很多的照片
然后抱着她跟她看电影加上讲粗口+别人的坏话到凌晨 lol

早上算准了时间就sms给她
早晨八点半的飞机启程
大概十点半左右早晨十点半到达Auckland

今晚我应该会睡不着
哈哈
谁要做下一个来探望我的人？
记得早点跟我说 XD

刘慧燕
毛长齐了就不用跟我讲你不开心什么事了？
你要我给你死啊..... o0o
伤心时我的肩膀太远了借不到
最多上网skype你然后找一些黄色笑话给你看
然后等你痊愈了就把一脚你踢走

我不走了
外面的世界是很危险的
不要到处闯了，快回来我身边
这不是请求，这是一句祈使句 lol zzZ

今天早上朋友介绍我几首歌
说一句我不走了
这首歌听了感触很深

还清楚最后吻你的时候

没有以往的感受

难过念头停不住眼泪去挽留

把我耍完就走

怎么相信当初的你是那么温柔

问自己还有什么值得抢手

能够让你会感动能够让你会回首

能够让你为我留能够让你不会走

能够给让你抱着我说一句我不走了

还有一首广东歌

问太多根本不会讲

束缚不来如人马座

亦因爱你令你不安

才离开不再讲

愿明天能不再为你痴缠

明白改不变你仍离开很远

就算花光心机守每一个诺言

最后谁又会可怜

虽然都是老歌不过真的很好听 =)

Stay strong so that no one could hurt you

2011-05-21T18:25:00.000-07:00

很久都没有update blog了
日子久了实在只有“懒”字可以形容 zzZ

在这里越久
就越觉得马来西亚有多么好
语言学得越多越吃香
找工也比较容易 (虽然我还没开始找- -)

最重要的是
可以用回属于自己的语音，腔调来讲话
可以在自己熟悉的地方到处晃
我很想回去啊F !

之前我跟这里的一个朋友发生了一些事
详细内容就不想说了
我只想说
那不是你想得那样

你口上说没事，不介意，没什么
可是在我看来并不是那样子
我不知道你心底怎么想
可是我们还有日子要过

我爱好和平相处
背后的流言会搞得我很累
我最擅长察言观色
我也看得出来哪里有什么不一样

请让我相信
一个男生不会搞砸我们之间的友谊
因为那不值得
因为友情很美好，不能这样就被毁灭掉

Ah Sam Gang
在中华的各位
你们还好吗？
我很想念你们每一个人

每一天都想早点飞回去

很想去做运动
累了就不会乱想东西，呵呵 > <

2011-04-29T07:18:00.000-07:00

有时候真的不想被抛弃
不想被冷落
= =
越大就越没有安全感
他妈的

寂寞的时候
脑袋中常出现那几个人
可是又不能乱来
因为只能是朋友

一旦跨过了那条界
要转回来很难
我还明白这个道理
所以皆是朋友，皆是兄弟，皆是姐妹

我不恨嫁，因为我仍然在求学当中
可是我同样是个荷尔蒙在作祟的人
看到好看的异性如果没有望多两眼
那我绝对有问题

我刚才竟然去google search情书的内容 & 如何写情书 zzZ
原来情书还分为四种

告白式情书
初恋式情书
热恋式情书
求婚式情书 = =

我不懂要用哪一个回复我收到的情书TMD - -

现在凌晨两点了，没有恐怖，只是想找个人陪我吹水。堕落到此地步实在不应该。
William & Kate 结婚了!!!!
虽然没有他妈咪Diana的隆重
不过他总算完成了他的人生大事 :)
靓仔是靓仔，像妈妈 =)
头顶上那个洞遗传了他老爸，看起来很老 - -

Prince Charles的第二位妻子Kamela
看到就dulan
我妈咪讲她很笨
进教堂的时候不懂要站哪里

那个有夫之妇之前勾引Prince Charles
导致Diana 离婚的蠢货
实在是看一次就不爽一次 o0o

好啦
写到这里
年中考要到了
记得要读书，虽然不是现在读这我懂 xP

明天去朋友家庆祝生日
晚安各位
:)

多么幸福

2011-04-20T22:32:00.000-07:00

今天早上，姐姐已经plan好了要去City跟她一个M'sia朋友庆祝生日。
弟弟妹妹决定了要去我妈咪以前一个学生的家跟她两个孩子玩。
本来爸爸叫我跟姐姐一起去City的，不过想想下，这样应该会很打扰吧，就算了咯。
过后爸爸妈妈自己也去City，就吩咐我晒衣服，收衣服，还有一些家务。

一开始我很开心的，因为每次听他们ngam到我的耳朵都没有清静下来。
现在终于有机会可以静静了。
早上他们11点多就出了，我还开心了很久。
过后自己去晒衣服，晒完衣服后看小说，还看到我睡着TMD -.- zzZ

睡睡下睡到4点10分，还以为爸爸妈妈回来了。
结果躺了很久，没有半点人发出的声音，有点失落。
拿起手机，看见我set名作靓女的一个我再也熟悉不过的女人发来的短信。
“Is everything ok? have you taken your lunch? W b back around 4pm :-D muack.. love you. :-)”

此时的我竟然有点怀念她啰嗦长气得我厌烦的声音。 =.=

我曾说过我不喜欢午餐吃甜的，因为很没有满足感。
而我的午餐竟然是面包+花生酱+草莓酱，和一杯牛奶 zzZ
想想如果我自己一个人来这里留学，我的晚餐应该每天都是杯面吧囧

再想想昨晚，冯嘉敏嫌电话钱多而打来陪我聊了至少有半个小时。
听到她的声音的确有点怀念，毕竟我们去年不管有事没事几乎每天都在通电话。
而讲电话是我最擅长的事情之一 -.-

讲了很多，虽然只有半个小时，但确实很怀念那种感觉。
那种让你不会哭，回味起来却特有感情的感觉。
本来想用家里电话打回给她，但电话卡上的存额竟然...................如此的不争气
我的眼睛也很不争气，因为我常常chat到一半握着手机睡着
如果我接触的辐射太多得了X 癌
冯嘉敏，你千万要记得你是凶手

再往深想一想，我除了每天会抱怨以外，在自己一个人的时候竟然会如此的想念烦我的人。
有时候嫌烦，可心里早已依赖了这个人。
有时候觉得很罗嗦，可这人就是打从心里了解了我，知道该讲什么，该对我使什么阴谋。

有时候能被一个人这样烦，何尝不是一种幸福？
让你知道，你还有这样的一个妈妈，一个朋友，如此的关心着你ehem (吵架另当别论)
ala 这篇有点感性不过的确是我的肺腑之言

P/S : 昨天跟姐姐一起去帮自己问了工，交了五份CV。今早有个中国女人打来，叫我明天去跟她谈谈。她很大可能会录取我 ^^v 如果交谈成功我可能这个周末就开始打工了 ;) 好消息oh hohohohoh XD

Edward SCIRRORHANDS

2011-04-19T19:17:00.000-07:00

Just finished a Tim Burton's film named Edward Scissorhands which I borrowed from Brownsbay's library on Monday. The storyline was a man, Edward who lived himself on an old tower for already xx years. One day a sales assistant went to that tower and found him inside the tower and she brought him back to her house. After the news spread out, all the neighborhood came for Edward. He helped them in renewing hairstyle, cutting their trees into cute animal shapes.

He also fall in love with the sales assistant's daughter, Kim. But at last he went back to the old tower again due to everyone misunderstood his good intention when he was going to save Kim's brother who walking infront of a moving van.

Although im not very satisfy with the ending of the story, but its still a must-watch movie for me *wink* :>

Edward & Kim ( Johnny Depp & Winona Ryder )

Johnny Depp

Winona Ryder

Let me be your teenage dream

2011-04-17T21:55:00.000-07:00

Yesterday morning woke up at 0715. Went to flee market @ Brownsbay with mum and elder sis. Bought myself a pair of Billabong shoes. Can wear it at home so that my foots wont get cold. Winter is coming up very soon, still havent get ready for that insane weather zzZ

Headed to Da Hua (大华) supermarket for vegetables & fruits & meats after flea market. Didnt got any 羊小腿 due to they already sold out. Just bought some veges, fruits & 荞麦面. After that went to Korea Mart for seaweed & the stuffs we use to roll sushi.

Breakfast : Oat + Cereal + 1 banana

Lunch : 荞麦面

Dinner : HOMEMADE SUSHI !!!!!!

ingredients for making sushi

seaweed

rice (mixed with vinegar)

the very first roll of sushi

TA DA ! (my mum rolled them and i cut them)

Date : 18 / 4 / 2011 *Monday*

Location : Takapuna

Aim : Register IRD NO, library, DAN DAN MEE

Inside Takapuna's library. Had borrowed a dvd named Edward Scirrorshand. The Main Actor was Johnny Deep $.$

It looks more big and more comfortable compare to Albany's & Brownsbay's library.

The view from second floor

After that we had Dan Dan Mee as lunch. This was the first time i ate, same as my younger bro & sis. But the 3rd time my parents & elder sis ate.

Celeries + beefs as appetizer. I hate the most cuz of celeries o0o

Rank : 1/5

凉面

Rank : 4.5 / 5

HIGHLY RECOMMENDED. MY MOST FAVOURITE MEE <3

It mixed with chicken & peanut butter. *yum yum*

水饺担担面

Rank : 3.5 / 5

Tasted not bad but not my favourite one =__=

牛肉面

Rank : 4 / 5

Exactly tastes like bak kut teh. My 2nd highly-recommended-dish .

再难吃的芹菜都会有人吃

再难看的妖怪都会有人追

所以芹菜 = 妖怪 ehehe - - (you can ignore me)

DaiB elder sis put this two bear bear as laptop's background, exactly what i hate _|_

Eyeliner is a magic (for me) ^^v

你是个万人迷，一直都活在所有人的注目中，经过哪里都能铨住所有人的目光。喜欢你的人，暗恋你的人，追求你的人一萝萝；而我就只是那一箩箩的其中一个。但我不想，也不会，做出任何举动去让你注意我。因为我只想纯粹的喜欢着你这个人。

我的喜欢很奇怪。我可以因为你轻浮的一句话而鄙视你，可以在你做错事情时讨厌你。可是骨子里，却还是喜欢着你。=)

我希望，我的笑容可以让你看见时会感觉到开心，那么一个念头闪过的开心也好 ^^

希望你们看了我的笑容后

无论心情多差

今天过得有多不顺利

也可以笑一笑

让自己心情好过点

善待自己，疼爱自己多一点 =>

Boy you're burning my soul

2011-04-16T04:20:00.000-07:00

Today is the 1st day of holiday. Feel like quite bored sia, cuz i have to stay at home and do nothing for TWO WEEKS. Boringness could kill me -.- any part time job introduce? I need it to pass my time T T am going to register IRD No for applying job in future on Monday.

Followed my mum and the two young kids to library. Saw one of my school's teacher at library too. But i think he couldnt recognized me due to I was wearing my specs. After that headed to sis' working place, Hollywood cafe. Me and my younger sis went to find her, and asked for two FREE hot chocolate xD the best hot chocolate (with marshmallows) i ever tasted.

accompanied my elder sis till 5pm, the time she finished her work. And went back home to take a shower. After that went out again and dined at korean restaurant. FULL like hell, but satisfy full-filled my stomach, too.

May blog everyday in this two weeks to pass time. xoxo

Pics time ........ enjoy :)

when i just woke up that moment, my hair make me wanna point ~~middle finger~~ o0o

forgot to take pic b4 we eat, oppsie ..... xP

night look, outside is too cold to wear short sleeves.

LAI! jie jie teach you a formula
Too cute = Too difficult to look like an eighteen XD

.............会不会，你也这样想起我

I wanna be taller, be slimmer and become more beautiful....every girl's wish ♥

我突然间想念起叶恺清 !!!!!!!!!!!!

sleep early guys

so that you all wont looks like panda's siblings

wishes you all have a good good night ^^

15 . 4 . 2011

2011-04-15T02:42:00.000-07:00

今天是term 1 的最后一天了。本来最后一节我是上English的。打铃之前我上了厕所，结果去English Block的路途中看见叶晓蕊 & 无尾龙在那里。晓蕊就问说要不要逃掉最后一节课，去Browns Bay zzZ 结果我心痒痒就跟了去 -.-

到上次跟她去的那个车站，换了衣服。就跟他们上巴士了 zzZ 这是我第一次在纽西兰搭车咧 xP 兴奋时肯定有的 XD 去到那里，就在每个星期天flea market附近。晓蕊就提议去吃ice-cream xP 因为我没有带钱，晓蕊就帮我付。无尾龙就请我们吃Ice-cream ^^

虽然只是短短的那一个小时，不过我仍然很满足 :)

Term 1 holiday started . Have a nice holiday yo ♥♥♥♥♥

A Mistaken Crush

2011-04-14T03:57:00.000-07:00

Finally figure it out that, you are not worth for me to fight.
The story of a sleeping beauty waiting for a prince to save her from an incantation is already outdate in destiny.
Just keep in mind, which is worth for staying, and appreciate it until the end.

❤ Happy 10 Months Anniversary with my PPY ❤

My thought

2011-04-08T14:15:00.000-07:00

Recently the weather here like wtf? It can changes from Big Sunny Day to Rainy Day just in 5 minutes. Sometime both of them appear in the same time. Make my mum gila only xD cos she have to take in take out those clothes. At last she left those clothes dried up naturally inside the garage.

This week my mood went upside down, just like roller coaster. I could be very happy if everything go very success. but sometimes, something or someone will ruin my mood and everything will become a mess. I HATE IT. but i just cant help from something is happening right now, opps xP see my last article to get more information lol.

To improve English, Im so gonna spend more time on reading. trying hard to stay away from my lovely lappy T T will on FB as usual, but not like 24/7 already. Gonna get more credits in my year 12 :)

Im still me, might change a little bit to improve. Please dont dulan or what just because i less on9. We might not contact so much like yesterday, but friendship is still the same.
You ought to know that.

Knew it from PPY's blog, 猜不透 by 叮当, nice one ^^

4 / 4 / 11

2011-04-04T04:09:00.000-07:00

终于对男生
有回了一种不再只是兄弟的感觉 =.=

可能我想太多
可是我就是喜欢上了

你很喜欢吃醋
虽然我不懂是不是真的
你很喜欢扮可爱
时常弄得我心不在焉

我不知道这样会喜欢多久
可是我就是这样喜欢了你

今天很多好事发生
第一次
我不想睡觉 ^^

2011-04-02T10:25:00.000-07:00

现在感觉在
就趁着感觉去写

当任何东西变成一种习惯
一种责任
谁都会厌倦
谁都会觉得烦

当你想潇洒的时候
就越多东西会绑着你
越多东西会逼着你去负责任

当我不想上网的时候
就会想
会不会有人等着我
会不会错过一些消息
会不会有些人约了我今晚要吹水？

所以我永远都像在24小时上线....

早上一睡醒
眼睛开了坐在马桶上第一件事情就是拿起手机
看我的new notifications
看完后看fb inbox
然后再想该怎么回

平时也一样
本来lunch time不想去练琴
不过没办法
答应了要帮别人演奏
家里又没有钢琴
一定要去music block练

我想就静静坐在那里
听大家吹水
可是不能
没办法
我就是被责任吃定了

刚刚跟紫倩chat

我说我不懂要怎么把心事说出来

因为我很明白听心事的感觉

我不想把自己不开心的东西带出来

然后感染其他人叹气

真正的朋友

总是听多过讲

至少对我而言友情就是这样 :)

我可以为了你牺牲睡眠

我可以为了你牺牲我的玩乐时间

重点是，你值不值得？

我相信有些人本质并不花心

只是

因为厌倦了

因为烦了

因为累了

任何习惯一旦成了习惯

你有点责任感的话还可以继续

不喜欢了

就可以自动离开

我这人很没有安全感

真的

有朋友的陪伴是件很幸福的事

不过这个幸福也是需要回报的

你对朋友好

你就deserve得起友情的好

否则寂寞难耐

也是难免的

人是喜欢新鲜感的

而这新鲜感的维持度

不应该只有一个人在跳动

而另一个人茫然接受而不做出任何改变

我很累

不过很满足

因为我刚才笑了整个凌晨

2011-04-01T17:42:00.000-07:00

唉
我不知道我是不是很惹人厌
我每次都跟某人吵架/ 冷战
我知道，是我样衰 -.-
每次答应了别人要on9却~~真的是不小心~~睡着了 zzZ

5个小时的时差啊
真的很烦人
你们活跃的时候我却在床上打呼？

现在每个早上越来越冷
最冷可达13摄氏度
而我竟然还要把长长的睡觉裤换成学校短裙

夏天的时候太阳公公在早上六点多就起床了，晚上最迟可到九点半左右才天黑。现在秋天，七点半天才刚亮，傍晚七点九那样就天暗了。以前还可以七点半才吃晚餐，然后去散步。现在六点半就吃晚餐，昨晚七点下雨所以没能去散步。周末呆在家整个宅女酱。姐姐去打工我就得准备午餐跟洗衣服了，显 =.=

刚追完hard disk里面的The Vampire Diaries & 秋香怒点唐伯虎。我初初听到The Vampire Diaries时觉得它是随着Twilight后才兴起的。看了后就觉得它其实比Twilight Series更好看。男主角那个Damon 比他的弟弟Stefan还要靓仔，虽然他是第三者 xP 比起那个第三者狼人Jacob简直就是一个天一个地。

Stefan , Elena , Damon

Nina Dobrev

the handsome one, Ian Somerhalder plays perfect in The Vampire Diaries as Stephan's dangerous bad-boy brother.

Paul Wesley , Ian Somerhalder and Nina Dobrev

If i were Elena, I would prefer Damon more than Stefan. His smile can melts me, deep into my soul lol $.$

another episode, 秋香怒点唐伯虎。nice one with 陈豪 & 胡杏儿 :)

there have 春香，夏香，秋香&冬香, make me refer back to last year's form teacher 卓秋香and her sister who teached us history.

某人，要长大了啊！你的梦想是要来这里读书兽医，我等你来的啊。不要在堕落下去，往你的目标前进。对不起，把你丢在那里好象有点衰。然后我每天又要早睡，没有人陪你聊天。然后如果你坐在巴士最后一排会想起我的话你就坐最前面，脸对着uncle的位子，起码当你一开眼睛有个靓仔用侧脸对着你帅气的开车 lol =.=

原来你那么喜欢跟我吵架，真的是很鸡巴恶心XD 我昨晚我姐说我睡觉时鼻音很大声wth -.- 如果见面有距离了第一件事就是上床，把距离缩减后再谈真个晚上的心事。

告诉你，今天跟明天有一个韩国仔来我们家home stay两天一夜。他刚刚下午1.00就来了，比你早哦.... o0o 你考虑下早点来我家吧当天。当天天应该会很快黑，可能4，5点那样就黑了。冬天会比现在更冷，中华袜很保暖，记得带多几双。我唯一的中华袜破洞了，你来的时候可不可以帮我带多两双？

人都会寂寞，我也不例外说真的 zzZ 只是真的要学会自己去承担。自己去找娱乐。有时候我不在的时候去找倩于他们玩，懂没有？还有不到两个月我们就能见面了 ^^ 我很期待。当天晚上我不会刷牙，以便到早上能用最自然的香气唤醒你 :>

2011-03-25T20:06:00.000-07:00

刚刚下午发生了一些事..

问一句问题，所有人突然变聋子，变哑巴。

听不见，不会回答。

那好吧，以牙还牙是我小时候最拿手的游戏。

这时

很奇怪的

就会有人突然逗你讲话，问你很多“关心你”的问题。

而你能做的，就是尽全力的去敷衍每一个问题。

“嗯啊哦”了不知道多少次

他们才终于明白那种感觉

闭嘴了

而这种十分可爱又带点傻海的情况

在我家屡见不鲜 >w<

讲太多话的人没什么人会注意

在哪里都一样

我认了

这几天表演

留在学校到晚上

我除了累跟满足

都没有了 :)

从来就不是那种喜欢呆在家的人。如果我有钱，早都溜出去玩了。每个周末在家对着那几张脸孔，时不时发下神经，抢下电视电脑，呼一下人做家务。如果是以前，早都找个理由跑去我爱犬的家玩去。所以不要怨没有人喜欢呆在家。忙的人才会享受呆在家的痴呆生活。看电视久了就问回那种平均每天都会问一次的问题 : “Is your exam coming? ”

要不然就是 "Dont watch too much tv ah, must read more books ah"

然后去图书馆借书多了，就讲"不要借太多书，专心在学校的功课上"

不是我晒命

学校的功课一个星期不到三四本

顶多英文有时得写写作文

有时睡前如果没人上线，我会看一些书助眠

其他时间不是用来玩是什么，你说。

在中华我忙惯了

每个周末街也排得满满

零用钱每次省来看戏买东西

只要一想到这里，就觉得马来西亚除了空气差

其他方面简直就是天堂

很多人在FB问how are you?

其实也回答得差不多

much better than okay是最常回答的一句

人只要听到好消息就不会再继续问下去

因为我也很懒得再回答

只要交清还算不错

你zat我还差不多

现在尽量找part time job

做几个小时赚钱也好

至少还过呆在家

冯嘉敏&刘慧燕

请随时来zat我

我太闷了 wtf T.T

Today is my lucky day ;D

2011-03-22T03:54:00.000-07:00

GOOD NEWS FOR TODAY!

today I took picture w the one i keep mentioning

Wednesday Muller

a beauty with sweet smile

a dancer with powerful emotional

can't take my eyes off her in every single dance classes

she's beautiful, gorgeous, pretty, cute, sexy and etc

she's PERFECT

......did i meantion i heart her?

I hearts Wendy ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Yesterday and today are practise, but still have to wear fully costume and do the make up stuffs. Make up is magic, it can turns u from a beast to a beauty (fortunately im a natural beauty XD)

performance start from 23rd - 25th of March

guess what?

the 1st day of dance performance is start from Wednesday, too.

my favourtite day is no longer as Saturday anm, cos i just changed it to Wednesday haha xD

Bring my smile & luck to you
Tonight gonna be a good good night, good night peeps ^^

Can't Stop Love by Darin

meaningful lyrics & nice voice
a must-listen-song :)

We stand here today, together as one

You brighten my days just like the sun

When everything around is like stormy weather,

We always survive cause were in this together

Whoever said that we could never hold on,

Doesn't know I found my star

(Baby you are my star)

And now I'm happy I stood up for so long

Baby this is where our story starts

I can't stop, can't stop this love

No matter what they say I love you

I can't stop, can't stop,

I love you no matter what they say I love you

They said this love was the impossible kind

But we were strong enough to fight for this life

I can't stop, can't stop this love

No matter what they say I love you

Now i'm carried away because I've opened arms

You're here to stay, deep in my heart

They said that we couldn't, but we did make it work

And nothing could stop us, not even two different worlds

I can't stop, stop,

No i can't stop

I can't stop, stop,

No i can't

get fucked up

2011-03-19T05:15:00.000-07:00

Two hours ago
had finished dinner and back from my dad's fren's house
stepped into house i found that i lost my cell phone

WTF not again?!
few weeks ago i lost my phone in school
but hell yeah luckily i dropped it on my mum's car on the way to school
but not this time........

started to think where was it supposed to be dropped
cos after having dinner me & sisters had went to a park for a walk
probably would dropped at the park / dad's fren's house

told myself not to be panic
stay calm ....
the 1st step i did was use my house phone to call my cell phone
hope that it will ring around my house
unfortunately, it did not connected
the one who answering me is Voicemail o0o

did not give it a shit at 1st
keep dialling my no like, 3-6 times?
still "You had 3 Voicemail ............."
it doens't work AT ALL

kay now
told myself have to face the worst thing ever
walked to upstairs and told my parent the truth
Skip their respond, you could imagine

the 1st who came down was dad
asked a lot of ~~useless~~ unhelpful questions
and after that he called his fren for my cellphone
they did not found it
then after he ended up the call and keep saying
"WAN DAN LIAO LOR! Not going to buy a cellphone for you anm"

and the 2nd one is mum
scolded with much of "I've already told u not be ....... bla bla bla" stuffs

and after 10 minutes
dad's fren called back, sister answered it
they found my cellphone lying on the floor at living room

and you guess

what respond I was when i knew that my cellphone was found

I cried, F words full-filled my brain

when i was upset and feeling sad for my "losing" phone
can't u all just shut the Fuck up ?!

don't give me those sohai respond / satiric words
unless it could be work in finding something lost
comfort?
thanks i dont need it

don't feel like want to talk and answer those "where u think ur phone will loss at" questions
if i knew it then it wouldn't be lost
i enjoy lots of dissapointments
i even think abt if my baby phone were lost
i would go find a part time job immediately and buy myself a Blackberry

i could comfort myself way much better than you did
atleast not those cold-blooded words

and to my dad,
thanks for the phone you bought for me
but after i heard what u said
i hoped it will be lost FOREVER

这个晚上，你会不会想起我？

2011-03-11T02:01:00.000-08:00

Long Bay College
在这间学校上课了一个多月
感觉上还不错
只是朋友没找到
有点闷

就因为去哪里都是一个人
所以也没有了朋友之间的那种...怎么说
类似讲话的默契还是两个人粘在一起什么吧

我还能适应
更多时间留给自己
记东西也特别快
何尝不是一件好事？

一个中国朋友在八月份有长笛演奏
叫我帮她钢琴伴奏 = =
我觉得我会搞砸
所以现在每次把握lunch time去练琴

之前以为我不喜欢钢琴了
结果动回钢琴我意外的发现我很开心
我很喜欢钢琴
还爱上了side reading - - zzZ
**冯嘉敏你的<她说>并没有浪费 ^^v

文化的差异

我们讲话习惯夹带着English，BM，广东甚至福建客家....

杂八郎的语言

中国人听不懂 XD

现在我讲话都是正宗的中国话哦 = =

怕回到M'sia

我一时转不回来

TMD那时我肯定丑死了

现在打blog都开始有一点了呱? -.-

我目前gap到两女一男

一个是上次介绍过的Accounting坐我隔壁的美女

另一个嘛

跳舞同班的 ^^

她的名字很特别

叫星期三 (Wednesday)

别人都叫她Wendy

刚开课的第一个星期我们看Bollywood电影

每个人都是穿校服躺在地上的

所以并没有注意到她

到了第二个星期开始上课的时候

那时候我刚换好衣服

就在dance studio外面等老师开门

她那时候自己一个人来

看到我

就给我一个很甜的笑

walao

她的笑容不是讲笑的好看

人也越看越美

看她的小腿

应该是有跳芭蕾舞的

不过她时常生病

每次我们练印度舞的时候我都会穿过她身边

她一不在我整个人就没有心跳了

她一在

我跳到纽西兰沉下去都ok

那天忘了那一天的某一个早上，我突然心血来潮，走去另一间厕所(因为镜子够大)。刚巧她在化妆 0.0 我整个人傻掉，因为她真的很够力很够力靓女。趁着早上厕所没有人，我推她进厕所，把她给XX了。

ala 讲笑的啦。

我就鼓起勇气问她 : “Why you didnt attend dance class ytd? I didnt saw u at dance class.”

“oh I was sick so i absent ytd.”

“oh, take care of yourself kay.”

虽然只是好象很简短的问候啦 - - 不过我整个人好像melt了，哈哈XD 现在还在FB找她，找到了post她的照片上来 xP

至于那个男的，给我的印象就是花心&小气。嘴巴很会tam人也很会zat人。自己吊人可以，我吊回他就不可以。今天在cooking节跟他打架，就像我欺负Dickson那样拔他头发。自己玩到不爽就一个人坐在那边跟别人讲话，还讲什么永远都不要再跟我讲话 o0o 18岁今年，跟我有着如此的天渊之别。

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天平座的爱，喜欢或是在一段感情里，永远都处于像在暗恋期间。你的一句话，一个眼神，她会在暗地里分析了鸡白几百回。她对任何人都很亲切，很友善，保持着开心的笑容。有着高超的交际手腕，很多人可能以为这就是天平，笑容灿烂，永远都是乐观的。如果一个天平不小心在你面前掉了泪，你无法想象她在背后为你哭了无数回。跌倒割伤是例外

很多跟天平交往过的恋人，回头看，都不知道这个天平到底在想什么。静静的来，静静地去。好象一点痕迹也没留下，回味起来也感觉淡淡的。

It's true.

因为你永远不会懂，你也无法预料我用了多少时间，多少方法去放下一个人。

理智的天平会告诉自己：

一段感情结束了，就不该再往以往的回忆里回味，应该走出来重新面对现实了。

不提起，不追究，不哭天喊地，甚至还可以淡然地对你打声招呼。

他们都说分手了的人不能做回朋友，因为彼此伤害过。

能做回朋友的都是不曾相爱过的。

对我而言，那些都是屁话，不过屁话里也藏了一些事实。

只是偶尔偶尔

想回以前的东西

然后失眠了一整晚

或者

看到一些有关联到回忆的东西

心的某一处颤动了一下

莞尔一笑，转过身，深呼吸，给眼前人一个简单的微笑

脑海中闪过无数个画面

Andrea的blog
有一段字
我看了一次
印象却很深刻

“and so..

FINALLY, I made my decision. :)

对不起

因为你不值得 ;

我就是那么的不可理喻

我就是那么的霸道

这个就是我啊

就是改不了嘛

又能怎样?

你就是一点都不在乎

我又能怎样?

If you're in a relationship, stop flirting with everyone. ”

我之前也写过

“我想你应该不记得了吧？”

“坦白也该看时机，看对象，看场合吧。”

想过要表达的坦白

矛盾与挣扎持续在打仗中

等着等着，时间过了，人变了

场合？我人在纽西兰了

当你看着这一篇文章的时候

我可能又陷在回忆里无法自拔

又或者

我打完后感觉暂时麻痹了

连我自己也不会懂

几时才能不会再想起你

几时想起你

自己的心不会再挣扎

不过我曾经很喜欢很喜欢很喜欢你

这个我不会忘记
也请你记得

在一个什么都还不懂的年纪的时光
曾经有过一个人
把你放在心里，应该有两年了。

有信自远方来，不亦乐乎

2011-03-04T05:32:00.000-08:00

2011年的这个三月

是我人生里挺重要的日子 ^^

因为

我第一次收到来自远方的信了XDXD

几romantic下

刚才还一边看信一边想

如果我是Harry Potter然后我的magic power很geng的话

我可以把你们全部变成纸塞进envelope

然后来到这里再变回人陪我gossip整个晚上

等你们要回去的时候再把你们变回纸塞进envelope然后寄回去 = =

想完了后就觉得自己很白痴 zzZ

原本昨晚还quite emo下的

今天放学后

妈咪跟我说:“你回到家有惊喜。”

我还以为是她买了什么东西给我

就没有放在心上

因为她说要用眼睛去找 = =

到最后

当我亲手摸到那一大叠信的时候

我整个人是

WTF? XD

K LAH 不多多废话了，enjoy ur pics time !! ^ ^

was writing english essay, do some mask to let myself don't fall asleep zzZ

Dont hate me cause im beautiful = =

1st of March, the 1st letter i received from FKM ♥♥♥

the pic can tell how happy am i in that moment xD

I wonder if the postman can understand mandarin.......

To FKM : I almost having constipation in everyday o0o

let you all see how buyaolian she is = =

ohhh ur cow cow a lying at "lap sap tang" now

7 zai is cute ^^ but FKM .....

i can tell she is quite brainless wan. My house dont have piano and she sent me piano script - -

this Golden Retriever, 95% looks alike with Fly Fly

1st time draw eyeliner to school. Im not faqiao, just do something I want to do zzZ

I likey so much :D

dont fall in ♥ with my smile ngek ngek

4th of March
Ah Sam Gang's letter !!!!!

I think the one who wrote this is Ah Sam, am I right? hmm...

who's house address is it? Might be careful ah cause i will send a nuclear bomb to him / her XD

caterpillar....cute right? xD

restaurant's outdoor

why the ~~fuck~~ hell am I so short = =

photo album, mum said looked like 可兰经 -.-

and i got all your letter !!!! ^^

really thanks you guys for the letter, feel warm and touch when i received it :')

FKM's letter + Ah Sam Gang's letter = 20 letters

Maybe will say something similiar in some of your letters haha, i know you guys wont mind it one, right? xP

Add more oil in your exam kay, see you at the next post ! ;>

*loves* xoxo

我不开心

2011-03-03T02:13:00.000-08:00

我现在
很想哭

看回自己以前的blog post
看到其中一个post
停住，回忆，莞尔一笑

突然间很想全部删除掉
不管好的，坏的
我都不想留下来

你们的blog都把回忆删除得干干净净了
是不是也和我一样
看到回忆会很难过？

我看到的大多数
都是不开心的

说真的

我不开心

在学校上课了的这一个月

2011-02-27T21:50:00.000-08:00

这个主题，其实在写上一篇“关于廖嘉欣”前就想写了。

概念来自两个跟我不怎么深交，但却同班过的朋友 :) (P/S : 还有这里的是非其实也蛮多下的。)

两个好朋友，可以为了不同的原因达不成共识而大吵，这很正常。
但是在吵架 / 冷战的过程，是决定事情好转或恶劣的重要期间。如果两个人能静下心来，自己反省一下到底什么地方需要改进，这段友谊可能就这样换回来了。

不要跟我说什么拉不下面子啦，嘴硬啦，明明就不是我的错啦。重点不在这里，重点在于你到底还要不要这段友谊，这个好朋友。人心是很快变的，时间也会很快冲淡一切，在关键时刻就要好好把握道歉或主动去说清楚，就算，不是你的错。

你的面子并没有比你的好朋友重要ok？面子给得到你温暖？面子可以让你分享一切喜怒哀乐？
不然你要到了渐行渐远的时候再来捶心肝咩...就算是身为旁外人的我也恨不得你们赶快重拾旧好啦

初三智的两位好朋友，祝一切顺利啦
我有点八，不过真的希望你们尽早重拾旧好哦 ^^v

这时要说下这里的事了
说之前给我叹一口气先
SIGH ~~

我不懂是不是掺了很多小我几年的朋友

所以听到很多东西都让我觉得他们不够成熟

I mean 处事方面lah

不过又让我想回我form 1 & 2 做过很多很疯狂幼稚的举动

我过了那个黄金叛逆时期

想回起来就只觉得好笑

可以为了一个男生哭到要生要死

是非多多，多多兰耶

在听她们不爽这个不爽那个的时候

就只是嗯，噢那样敷衍带过

恨不得我的耳朵立刻聋掉去

现在人生地不熟

什么事都得将就些

容忍些，成熟些，体谅些，关怀些

XX些再XX些

如果在马来西亚遇到这种事早就跑到九霄云外去了

还会在考试前听是非咩

俗话说一种米养百种人

我也得将忍一步风平浪静，退一步海阔天空的精神发挥得淋漓尽致

这样才显得我够宽宏大量嘛嘿嘿

(华语macam yes罢了，英文都不懂怎样死)

所以现在就跟他们保持着那种君子之交淡如水的关系就好了，减少麻烦之余也继续我自由自在的生活。在找到对的朋友之前绝对继续持于这种态度。

哦对了，我发现到有些金头发蓝眼睛的人会用一种鄙视的眼神看待我们这种黄皮肤的人。所以说，外国的月亮不一定是圆的哦 :D 以后出国留学的人可要保持着这种警惕，不是说你对人好人家也一定会对你好。不过如果别人对你好你可不能恩将仇报，切记切记。

值得庆幸的是，在我Accounting & Maths这两科重要的科目遇到了两个不错的外国朋友。

Accounting class 的那个很够力靓女，标准金头发蓝眼睛的大美女。第一次我进Accounting class的时候是自己一个人坐的。然后第二天我在等待进课室的时候，不懂怎样就鼓起勇气去问她能不能跟我坐，她也笑笑的答应了。所以现在我每次Accounting period都跟她坐，什么东西不会就问她。听不明白她就会用简单的英文跟我解释，所以大多数我的作业都会跟她在Accounting class 做完。我们的Accounting file都是留在学校的，每次谁先到class就一次过两个file一起拿，然后再一起放回去 :)

Maths咧就是一个跳级的女生坐我前面。初初那两个星期我是跟一大堆人坐在一起的。不过他们都有自己的朋友再加上我英文不好也很难跟他们沟通，所以就自己搬去角落坐。不会的就问老师，不过讲真有时候我也听不懂老师的解释。当那个女生跳级到跟我Maths同一班时，我就把握机会跟她讲话。她从英国来的，所以跟老师沟通没有问题。每次不会的就问她，还好她也肯教我，偶尔还会吹下水，所以Maths节大致上没有那么显了 ^^v

我们这里就好像大学制度那样。每个人都有自己的时间表，每一科都在不同的教室上课。每次都不敢迟到因为换节期间只有5分钟去到另一间课室，如果迟了还要去student centre拿late pass才能进教室，是件十分麻烦的事所以我现在走路都比别人快，haha XD

好啦写到这里我要去冲凉准备吃晚餐了

知道中华的你们统一评测要到了

祝大家考试顺利

熬夜之余要多喝水 :>